Hm I'm @ the airport now. :D
In the transit areaaaaaaa.
Theyre buying things while I'm using this time to blog little. :]
Hm called baby just now!!
Hehehehe :] I'm feeling a lot better.
YAY I love you tons bee.
:D
I'll be back soon kay!!

My phone will be swtiched on but it's left @ home. :D
So yeap, anything just leave a msg & I'll red it when I'm back.

BestFriends;
I love you all. :]
All the best for tday's PTM!
I hope nothing goes wrong yeh.
Qiaos I called you & I think you're still sleeping like some log.
Ha, Best I'd miss your nonsense.
Sassy! I hope you got the ticket yeh.
Michy!! We gotta go studying soon allright!
I'd miss y'all lots.
Miss going to school with y'all. :/

Take care okay!

Glynis loves y'all! <3

And babyxav, Glynis always love you. :)

5 days & I'll be back!
Till then!

9:34 AM
Mend this broken thing./
( )

But now I feel like I don't know you.. At all.

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
- Paramore's Never Let This Go

And I find the lyrics so fucking true.
So fucking emo, so fucking emo.

And I supposed it was because of the fact that..
I'm leaving tomorrow morning. :'(

The aircon is so fucking cold. Hm so school was perfectly fine. Shyan, Qiaos & I sat around to talk in the morning @ the basketball court. Ha, Shyan went to buy food(Shyan reminds me of cheeseytofu & I feel like eating, so hungry) & went to Mrs Soon's homeroom. Sass & Yj was already in there. Talked, texted baby & al, got some stuff & off to the court again. Flag-rising & mass in the hall. :] It is Founder's Day & Ascenion Day so we had mass. Father taught us a way to pray, a new kinda prayer. Something like that, I think. I don't know if it works but I'm gonna try. Tonight perhaps. Or maybe tmr. :]

After mass, we went to class. Rearranged the tables for tmr's PTM. I took the initiative to sweep the floor 'cos the floor's so fucking dirty. Omg I wonder when was the last time some swept it. =/ I can't stand it la. So I just grabbed the broom & sweep the floor. I don't know how to sweep la, so I just anyhow. Hahaha I really don't know how to! I no longer help out int he housechores. :] Hee. Swept, washed my hands, stayed in the washroom a little longer with Best & Shyan. Best was trying to tie her hair like Qiaos. Haha so funny. Went back, sat with Sass. So frikkin' hot la the weather!! Ugh recesssssss time. Ate & again, we all had cheeseytofu! :D hee, now I'm craving for it. I told my maid that I like it & she asked how did they do it & I don't know how to answer her. -.- lol. Went back to class, sat around. Went up to the hall for leaders' investiture. Qiaos is the Netball CCa team's captain. Hahaha. Damn funny. We took a video of her. The _______(I forgot what's the name of that person!) pronounced her name wrongly! Hahah Yip Xia Lin! Loves it man.

After that, Mrs Tan gave some really dumb talk about grooming, again. Isn't she tired of saying!? Omg I've heard it for the forth time please. =/

After school, went to look for Miss Teh. Got the consent form, waited for Qiaos & left. Went PS! Ate @ Long John's. :] Hehehe. Wanted to watch movie but there isn't any nice ones. After that, took a train down to Somerset. It was effin' raining la okay. so we just took paper to cover & ran across. And we're all wettttt. Hahah fringes looked so hawtttt, right? :D Went to dry ourselves in the toilet. Haha I was trying to make my hair, my uniform & my bag! So retarded, but whatever.

Went to walk around after that. Best went to look for Kelvin for lunch. Bought a new pouch! :D I'm happy but it can't be compared to the feeling if mom ever tell me the trip is cancelled. =/ Arrgh fuck man. Whatever. So we continued walking around We saw dildo. =X And Yj kept asking what's that. And Sass was like, I reeeeeally wanna know what's that. So I whispered, DILDO! And she's like WHAT? DILDONG? And I almost died. She just said it out louddd. Hahah so Yj just showed her the _l_ sign & she went OHHHHHHH! Hahah roflol. :]

Met up with Best. She likes my pouch! Thanks Sassy, for choosing it for me. :D Hee. Went up to look for it again but Best doesn't like the colour so we left. I love NewUrbanMale. :D I wanna buy that $129 baggggg! Shopping soon Eliza!! :D:D Hehehe. Walked to MRT station & took a train back. Qiaos & I went Montip. She wanted to get clips. Can't find so we went to Missha. Bought nail polish!! :D It's maroon is colour.! I like. :D Mom called me cos she saw me with Qiaos @ Missha. Damn retarded la she.! Went to B1 & bought clips. Left for home after that. Emo songs make me sad. :(

Right so I'll be leaving tmr. For Chiiiiiiiiina. Look for all the cheena people there. Oh I'm going Shenzhen I think. Hahah yeh. I'm sad, really. Fucking emo & I feel as though I could cry anytime. I've been crying so bad for the past few nights. Thank God for baby. :]

Don't worry babyboy. I'll come home into your waiting arms, arms that love me so. I won't forget that okay bee? I love you so much I won't bear to you leave behind & you know that. Time will pass by really fast. Promise me you won't countdown(haha) so you won't think so muhc. Keep yourself busy. DO WHAT YOU PROMISED ME OKAY. Remember to eat & study hard okay. Make sure you'd help mom whenever she needs help& al. And Joel too. Make sure he studies okay? I know I'm being so fucking naggy here but bee, I won' be able to nag at you for 5 days. :( Take care of yourself while I'm gone. I love you, fucking much. :]

Glynis always love you, Xavier.
Always, now & forever. :]


I won't be blogging for awhile but I'll be back allright lloves?
<333333333333333333!



(pictures came & broke yourmy heart./)
<3.

7:27 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Hellowello world. (:
Let's play pretend & we'll see this time who can last longer.

So it's Wednesday today. I'm effin' tired & I wish I could sleep forever. =/ Hm school was allright, a little shitty though. Some things are just so screwed up. Zel didn't have school today 'cos it was some polling day I heard. Ho. So we left the house without her. Reachaed school around 650 & I saw potatohead. Fucking spoil my morning. Stupidiest guard ever. =/ Zenbaby's spoilt. :( :( (:( I just realised that last night while listening. Fucken heartbreaking but whatever. I'll bve using iPoddy instead. :) Heee. Qiaos came, Nette & Shantal. Mich skipped school. Sass & Yj came & afterwards, Best came. Same old routine everyday which hasn't change & I'm pretty sure it'd change some time soon. Just like human beings, everyone changes.

Flag-rising & off to lesson. Bio first in the morning. As usual, nothing much. Sat around, did crossword puzzle. Crapped with Best. :D She's damn retarded la, gosh. But I love her anyhow! ;) Next was Maths. Got homework for holiday & talked to Qiaos & Best. :) Listened to Zenbaby & Mrs Ong keep coming in & outta the room. -.- Scare the hell outta Qiaos &I. She caught ValHu & ValTan listening but she said "Keep it, I didn't see it. Valerie, don't let me see it." Qiaos & I was just right behind them! Hur, scarrrrrry.

Recess! :D Ate blur plate again. All of us had cheesytofu! xD Heh. It's a trend now. Oh & crossword puzzle too! Shyanie said I started the crossword puzzle trend. Hahah yeh man so proud of it. Cool people are we! :] Bought some snacks & went to Chinese class. Played Chinese Chess! Haha. The war one. So cute la. All of us don't know how to play so asked Lin laoshi to teach us. So fun, yknow. Need a lot of thinking la. :) Sass & Qiaos won the first game. I just sat there & watch. :) After that we had a talk by Mrs Das. About results. 4C is doing ever so bad. I realised our class is always the worst class in the NA stream. =/ Qiaos said that it was becuase our class is always the biggest class in NA, something like that. Ohwell, we just gotta buck up man. I'm gonna make full use of my June holidays. :)

After school, I wanted to cab home initially but 119 came before the cab did so I hopped on 119 & went home straight. Wanted to get stuff but I was effin' tired & hot so I decided not to. Went home, ate, showered & went online for awhile. Went Compass @ around 4pm. Went to the library, returned & borrowed Unexpected Development & Rebel. :) Piano & I did well tday. Giga, Das Echo & In The Pink! Three pieces of the exams. I hope I can make it. :]

After piano, went to meet baby @ the MRT exit. Baby's damn irritating la okay. We walked around the whole B1 for a damn long time & she finally decided that she wants to eat BK. -.- Gave baby the box already. :) She read it & uber happy. :] Sat & talked. Told baby everything & I felt so much better. At least baby knows how I feel & stuff. Phew, thank God for her. Hugs baby tight. After that, we went to Cold Storage! Haha I love marketting with baby. :) So fun! Now I know baby likes to eat what kinda food & baby knows about mine. Hee & I dropped her supa big hinttttttttt. -frowns baby if you don't get my hint, then I don't know what to do already. Hahaha. :]

Went home around 630. Mom fucking lied la okay. She said dad's coming hiome so askme to come home quick. I should have just go home @ around 7. =/ Came ohme & online! :] Talking to baby now. :] I wanna get a webcam, right now. I'm saving money. Another 20buckeroos more to go. YAY Then I can webcam with baby everyday. Hahah so funnnnnn :]

:(
Face the fact, every human beings change. I don't like this, at all. Didn't I just said few days back that happy school days were what my friends made out of? But now, I find it meaningless. Perhaps not totally but I find it a little disheartening to go to school & face facts. Sometimes I wish things didn't happened this way. I wish it happen the other way instead. Then we'll all be happy, happier in fact. And I conclude that Love is something amazing yet it changes people. I guess there's a limit to everything. And I hope this would end prettypretty soon.

And the fact is I would see less of you, less of her.

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
- 98 Degrees' The Hardest Thing.

Tomorrow will be a better day, they say.

Akiko; Haha I keep seeing you around but we just don't exchange hell. =/ Ha, I don't need it anymore sweetie. Thanks a lot yeh. You're ever so kind & helpful. :)
xxx; Seriously, tell me you're kidding. Who are you?
Mich; Omg to think I'm in SJC for four fucking years!! Hahahaha thanks for correcting me. :) Come school tmr la, you're missed man!
Nique; Yeah man. Changed my link yet!?
Dad; Hey dad, I will. Don't worry. :)

I'm out, I'll blog more tmr. :]

I'll be going Cheena China on Friday. Morning flight. I'll miss blogging & the comments. And I'd definitely miss my blogskins mates, BestFriends! which includes Best, Sass, Qiaos, Nette, Mich & Shyan! Eliza, my ever so dearest lost twinnie!! :( My phone & the computer. :] And last but not least, my ever so loving babyboy, dearest one & only girlfriend. :)

And that reminds me of this particular girllllll. =/
Ugh !@#%$^%&%&^*))&*



If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesnt hang in the night
The tides wont changeSeasons rearrange
When the world is through,
I will still love you
- 98 Degrees' Still :)



Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
<3.

8:38 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )

So fucking Emo.

Right. I'm gonna go now. Ha, more tmr! :)
I'm editting & posting it at the same time.
Multitasking! xD
Qiaos can't do that, hohoho! x)

Friends are the ones who made school a much better place to study in :)
I love y'all <3


I'm meeting baby tmr. :]
YAY I LOVE YOU!!!
kiss baby. (:



(love me, hate me./)
<3.

8:14 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


You lied to me, you let me down,
you turned this smile into a frown
and now you're the only reason why,
I find it hard to sleep at night.

I'm feeling sad, I'm feeling blue,
I think of the past times spent with you
and now there's nothing left to say,
so I just turn my head away.
- Acceptance's Torn Inside

I'm so fucking full. Came home immediately after school. Moodswinging badly. Cabbed home with Bestaye. No lunch, maid ate before she came back. Asked mom if she could take away lunch for me on the way home but she was going out. So I dialled McDonald's. Yummeh & now I'm effin full. So bloated. I'm gonna burst in any minute.

School was fuck boring today. We had spotcheck, a surprise one. Thank God Bestaye & I wore the right uniform. Ha, Sass sprayed her hair this morning too :) My nails weren't checked! But whatever. Mrs Soon's g'na check on me for sure. Or maybe tmr when I'm giving her the letter of excuse. Ugh so annoying. Holidays are here la okay. So we checked & al, left for class. Yj got her hair cut @ the school hairdresser! Haha English class & all we did was listen. =/ Mrs Soon was nagging like crazy, again. She repeats herself umpteen times. So annoying please.

Next was Bio. I've got no fucking idea why Mrs Lim loves to look @ me. I'm not trying to be thick skinned here but SERIOUSLY! She kept calling my name, noticing what am I doing all. Sass, Best, Shyan & I changed our places & she haddddd to call my name instead of theirs, "Glynis, why are you sitting there!? Come here, come here!" Ugh pfft. Went through the test paper & Sass & I were talking. "Glynis! Why are you not copying!" But I didn't do the question so I thought I need not copy. But Mrs Lim just screamed & asked me to copy. Sass asked me to look down on my paper & pretend to scribble. Hahaha! :D Then again! I bet she loves my name hur. "Glynis, why are you not copying again? Never do huh!?" Haha & I said, "I got it correct!" When I did not la okay. Hahaha. And when she asked me for the name of the disease, HAHAHA I JUST MUMBLED NONSENSE. =/ Shitz, I ought to be hardworking right. Hahaha but that was funny.

Recess. Helped Sassy to wash off the spray. Hilarious. :D Shyan & I did the disgusting techno dance in the toilet, in front of the mirror. Roflol. =) After that, we went to the staircase & sit around. Mini Cheezels is superb! Yumyumyum!(: I wanna go Candy Empire.! Hehehe. We kept throwing the cheesels around, into each other's mouth like some mini basketball match. Ha! Chinese class. Uber boring but we did crossword puzzles! :D Haha competition again :) Yj always wins & I don't like it 'cos her head is damn swollen now. -.- Shyan, Best & I against Yj, Sass & Shangari. Ha, when we finally won once, we jumped for joy. Hahah so funny. :)

Art! Miss Teh didn't come to school today. It's a miracle. Oh my, I was so damn happy luh. But shit thing was that I bought my big black file. Nabei(baby you see la :( ). It's so effin' heavy!! Argh but whatever. Crossword puzzles again! Hahah really fun though. But I back out after awhile 'cos I was texting baby. :( Sigh nevermind about it. Sat down, stoned & read my book. English again, did nothing much actually :)


Baby told me about Jaymers(however you'd spell that)(but I love that name), Bandon, Lervon & Beth. Gosh, baby's in the middle. Argh its so annoying. I hate it when this happens. Don't know which side to help. Bleh, this sucks. Baby play pool leh. :D
I love to listen but I hate it when you don't hear me out. >:@

Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it.
I slept @ 230am. I don't know why, I hung up & I just started weeping. Fuck I hate crying myself to sleep, soiling my pillow case & it's so damp & cold. Sigh I can't turn back time. I wish I could beg for more time. I wish I had more time. I wish I didn't had to leave. I wish I could bring baby a long. I wish baby would know how desperate am I, wanting to spend a lot more time with her these few days. "We only got five more days leh.." & I started crying. I'm sorry baby I'm so weak. Two weeks without you. :( 14 days.
Mutherfocker.
How do I live without you. :(

And baby blogged. :D
So damn happy!! :]


Baby you know
I'll be missing you bad.
I llove you <3!




(i'm falling into memories of you & things we used to do./)
<3.

4:01 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


Last night was well-spent. Thanks love, though you were so irritating but that if you weren't then it wouldn't be you. (: I love you!

Met baby around 430 at Compass Point. She insisted on coming over to pick me. I love her outfit yesterday, so hot <3 Took a train down to Dhoby Ghaut. Ate @ LJS! That idiot, as usual, pushing her food all to me. -.- Walked around, looked for baby's stuff. The toilet was effin' packed with people. Took a train to City Hall. Walked to Marina Square. Shopped around. Baby was looking for the toilet. Idiot, she refuses to go to the Gents. -.- then at 2nd floor, we smell fried carrot cake. Yummmmmeh. :] So baby was dying to eat it. Went up to the food court, bought mineral water. Ate choco coated strawberries! :D The chocolate was so bitter, ew. I wanted to take the Photo ID thing but baby just walked away, bitch. >:( I think I saw Laura. :/ I don't know if it's her, looks like though. So we went down & up again. Back to the food court. I saw "Local Delight", told baby & she was dancing on the travellator. -.- Omg fucking retarded & she ran there. "Hokkien Mee, Carrot Cake & Fried Oyster okay? $5 each!" We were so fucking full just now & she wants to eat so muchhhhhh. Haha damn greedy la she. Wtf I feel like killing her. So she ordered carrot cake & fried oyster. Yumyumyum. I still prefer Toa Payoh's. :D Hahah baby said we'll go dating at Toa Payoh's hawker centre the next time. YAY! :D We were effin' bloated & that asshole, "Ay wahlau, just now ask you to order carrot cake will do, you don't want la! order so much now cannot finish, waste money leh you!" >:@>:@>:@ I feel like strangling her at that time I swear! Sat & talked for awhile. :) Some bungs hitting on my baby, ay? Haha damn hilarious. :] If Keith didn't helped her.. I think she's gonna come back to baby soon. =O! Baby play pool leh? :D:D Phobia not? Haha!

Walked to Esplanade. Sat around the rocks there. 11pm, walked out & took a cab home. I love being with baby, be in the day or in the night. I hate being apart from her. No nice cologne smell, no "wen luan" to find, no sudden hugs, no good kisses. We talked about the coming China trip & Art camp. How busy I would be, how much I hate leaving her here, how mush I wish I could pack her in my bag & go. At that point of time,. I knew I need her so much, for the rest of my life. When plans fail, she's there. I hate saying goodbye. Sigh. Alighted at Compass, walked baby to the taxi stand. She took cab while I walked home. Goodbyes are getting harder & harder each day. Reached home around 1145. Went home, showered & texted baby.

So as I lie in my bed, thought of us, thought how am I gonna be without you as I weep.
Last night was one of the night when I cried myself to sleep again.
-

It's 5.17pm, late afternoon. That bitch hasn't texted or called me since last night. Whatever. I'm getting pissed with mom, screaming & yelling & nagging like fuck. As if the whole world's going against her. It's just clothes. What the fuck. Baby you're supposed to be here to make me feel better. :/ Where are you? I'm rooted here, wondering when the fuck are you gonna text me.

Do you still think of me when you open your eyes, when the sun shines into your bedroom?

My patience is running out. And I think I can wait no more. I'm leaving all these behind for awhile. When you realised that you've missing out on a lot, I'll still be here. And I guess for now, I wouldn't be who I am or who I used to be.

Aiyah whatever la hor. I'm givng up.

REPLIES!
Cher; You know the buses too? Hahah so I guess you stay around my area? Hahah. :]
Meiyang; Haha finished your MYEs? (: YAYNESS!
Meiyu; You are too? Haha then you don't get jobs or whatever? Hm such a pity ay. How much did you pay?
Ning; I'm waiting for my layout honey. Hahah. (: Yeap talk soon! <3
Prunella; We've been saying it since we know each other last year. Hahah let's go out soon, for real. Really soon okay! R&P, X&G! :D
Jasmine; Hahah yeh she's back. Dumplings are nice! I like sweet ones. (:

Thanks for tagging loves, you make me happy. :]
Unlike some bitch who just woke up.
1am last night till now.
Baby ah, I feel like killing you.
Hmph.
I love you laaaaaa. :)

Time is running out.
5 more days to go.

"So next friday when I come home from work.. I.. don't have to call you? No, I can't call you right.."
"Even if I cry, I won't say."
"I'll be thinking of you everyday."
"I'll write a letter for you everyday."
"I'll miss you a lot baby."
Baby they made my heart turn sour.
I need time. :(


In your eyes, I found the greatest prize
You and I could not be closer
And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over
- Westlife's That's Where You Find Love



(lie to me, love me./)
<3.

3:18 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )


I'm officially a UAN artiste!
Hm everything went well last night. Mom & Dad got like tons of questions to ask. :\ So annoying please. Hah but still, they paid the money & registered! :D HOORAY! Classes are starting on 31May but I've got camp so Qiaos & I will only be starting on 2June. And it's a friday :) Which is good. Baby would be working till late & the class can keep me accompany. Qiaos would be there too anyway, so we'll probably hang out for awhile before we get home.

Talked to Maine yesterday, over the same old stuff. Babe, seriously, I think you should move on. I'm sorry if I was harsh yesterday but I really can't stand it. It's been at least 5 years, falling in & out of love for the same person who acts like he cares but no signs of wanting to be with with. Forget it babe, he isn't worth the wait & the undying love you have for him. If he isn't gonna confess then forget it. It's been so long. You've wasted so much time on someone. Now why not waste some time on someone who cares. :] You know who am I talking about. Do consider!! (:

Why is it Ed, Edd, Eddy & not Ed, Edm, Edmund!
Hahahahahaha, I used to like Edmund. D:

Baby called & we hung up. So yeap. Talked to baby for 15 minutes 'cos her grandfather fell & she's gonna visit him with her parents. Fucking 1am. She said she would text me so okay, we texted. After awhile, I slept & she stopped replying. Woke up @ 1130 tday & still no replies. Texted her & ask if what time we're meeting & all.

She's on her way to Woodlands, gonna take 965 here. I'm fucking hungry & gastric's acting up. Ok she's on 965. That's fast. 161 faster or 965 faster? Hm. :\ Nat's @ my place. They just came back. Going out again. Zel got swimming class to go.

Mummy went Aunt's place to make dumplings this morning & it's so niceeeee! :D Yummeh, fucking hungry. Heh. Doing online shopping. :] I wanna buy bagggg. Pouts. Shopping shopping time!!


REPLIES!
Bird; Long entries entertains okay. Hahaha it's my layout la okay. It makes the entry seem longer. :) I'll link you up soon. :]
Akiko; Hahah the skin looks weird la. But I love MCR :] Hahah that was so random. Thanks anyway! See you around at school!
Qiaos; You look cute? Excuse me, I'm the cutest! And IIIIII was the one who found this okay, loser. (what's new man? Qiaolin's always the loser HAHA) Thanks for loving me, I didn't say I love you ok Qiaos. Do not assume. :D:D:D:D
Connie; Hahah sure welcome! Always here yeh. :] That girl's a total waste of my time, not gonna bother so much. Thanks anyway. :)

PRUNELLA; I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU. YAY! I LOVE PRU :)


baby come quick!!! :]
hehehe hugs baby.



Pretty baby, why can't you see
You're the one I belong to
<3.

1:20 PM
Mend this broken thing./
( )

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.

You, yes, you.

( feel the anger. )

When are you ever gonna stop assuming things? Two faced bitch, I guess I had enough of your nonsense. Stop all your bullshits, keep saying things that you don't mean, acting like you're some best friend of mine when HELLO? You're so not.

I thought you were who I thought you are, but I was wronged.
I thought I could trust you, but I was wronged.
I thought the hatred you once had for me has actually turned into love, but I was wronged.
I thought you'd change for the better but then, I was wronged again.
-

Rant rant rant. I need someone to hear me whine.
!#@#%$#^%%$&&(*)*%#@%!@#$#

Okay, school was boring today. Honey, Baby, Sweetheart is a really nice book though it gets very low-soh. :\ Ha, I'm only interested in what happens to Ruby & that guy.. Travis Becker! At first I thought it was Travis Barker(isit the right spelling?). Hahaha.

Sass, Yj & I kept reading today. Had so much fun irritating Sass with Yj. :] Brought crossword to school & we had crossword puzzle competition. So lame, but fun. Yj is damn TMD fast! I don't like to play with her lor, haha. PE was ultra retarded & a total waste of time. Mrs Soon came in later in the day.

She was talking about money issues.
Mrs Soon: Here are the finalist.. of the Money Idol.
*pause for awhile*
Shangari: Sure got my name one la. Sure me. *raise up hand*
Mrs Soon: First up, we've got Sarah Lau!
Sass: *stands up& waves* Thank you, thank you!!
Mrs Soon: *smiles* With the highest number of votes!
Shangari: 700 over votes.
Mrs Soon: Next, we got Liang Yao Jun! 1/2 of Sarah's amount!
Yj: Huh.. *blur*
Mrs Soon: Next, Rachel Lim! 1/4 of Sarah's amount. Then we got Shangari!
Shangari: See, told you. *Persis laughing*
Mrs Soon: Lastly, we got Persis Yap!
Shangari: Ah, you also! Laugh at me some more!! So the highest is--
Sass: *stands up & wave* Me! Thank you thank you!!

Funny shit. I love FourCharity. :]

Had conv with Mrs Soon. It was about my neighbourhood. She said I would get around 11-13 'cos I still have a little of my Singlish in it. If I'd be a little more careful, I can get <13 for conversation. I feel comfortable talking to her actually. A lot more comfy than I talk to Miss Sek. :\ Radio was on the whole time. :] Let You Go, Wanna Ride, Car Wash, She Will Be Loved. She Will Be Loved reminds me of the past. It's a song I used to love & cry so hard over someone. [: Whatever, it's the past anyway. After school! LJS with Qiaos. :] Talked a lot. I felt as though like we haven't seen each other in forever. Ha, perhaps. We don't talk much in the morning, then she won't be in class 'cos she has got Chinses PPP. And Michy too. Ugh PPP is taking them away from me. We still reminisced somehow. How the four of us used to be & along came Bestaye, how much this clique has gone through, the conflicts & the bad times. And I miss the presense of the five of us plus Michy & Shyan perhaps. (: Remember Toy'r'us? Hm talked about so much.


Do you remember this? Would you remember it for life?
Because I would. I always have & always will.
Y'all live in my heart. (=

After eating, took a LRT down t Rivervale Plaza. Couldn't find it still. :( So took an LRT downt o Compass Point. Went around looking for it & still, no avail. Forget it man, why is it so troublesome? Ugh so annoying. Went home after that. Meeting Qiaos again later @ Newton. :] I really hope everything goes well. Pray for me, wish me luck.

I'm not that angry anymore. Sigh let's just forgive & forget, right Mainey? (:
Haha, talked to Mainey after baby hung up. Baby had fever, ate medicine & felt drowsy so I told her to go to bed. Mainey called after that. So we talked. That silly girl. :) I hope you're feeling better allright hons? Hughug. Talked all the way till 130am, packed my stuff, texted baby & went to bed. Can't open my eyes this morning, dad was pissed. :(

I have yet to tell mummy about tmr's plans. I ought to tell her today but I'm afraid she might know that I'm going out with Nellie instead of Qiaos(which is so fucking true). But I really wanna go & baby & I have been planning it, getting so excited about tmr. If I ever disappoint her, I'm a fucking whore I swear.

Just had dinner. [: Qiaos went to Newton with her mom without me. >:( Ha, nevermind! :D I'll go with mummy & daddy later.!! Oh no, we're going now!! Omg pray for me everyone!!! :D

It's tomorrow. :]:]:]
I love you babyyyyyy :)
Can't wait to see youuu!



We said forever, that you would never let me go.
<3.

4:52 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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I hate rippers. >=\ I mean like, c'mon, If you want it, ask/send a message & ask for it. I'm sure she'd gladly give it to you. But before she do that, you gotta credit her for the picture. But acks, whatever. Some people just don't know & they won't change.

QIAOSY, REMIND ME TO TELL YOU ABOUT IT. I FORGOT TO TELL YOU!. :
And you. C'mon la, if you aren't interested in helping me, giving me advise, forget it. Look at the way you talk to me. You do treat me like a friend, no? Yes? Whatever, figure that out yourself. So I guess you didn't mean it when you said we'll hang out someday? Whatever allright. You're like 4 years younger than I am, so show some respect will you? No one taught you that? A pity then. Oh well, I thought you're 12 going on 13 this year & you'd know what's wrong & right but no, I was wrong. I guess I was wronged about you, huh? And tell me which time you looked for me, I turned you down, gave you a cold shoulder, give you short answers? Never did I.

Whatever. I'm not gonna treat you like how I did.
-

I'm feeling better, better than yesterday. Thanks sugar. If it weren't for you, I guess I won't recover that fast. With you alone to support me, I guess I'll be able to pull it through. We'll both work hard together, as we promised. (: I love you babysweetheartgirllfriend. <- you know who? :D(insidejoke) Uh huh & Qiaosy the BF, thanks a whole lot. I was shocked by your text actually. Thanks anyway, I know you do care! [:

I'll stay with you
The walls will fall before we do
Take my hand now
We'll run forever
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you
- Goo Goo Dolls' Stay With You.

School was aye-okay today :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHYANIE POO!
Happy seventeenth! (:

We're, as usual, retarded as ever. (: Nette came early in the morning & Shantal with stupid cranky jokes. No one really laughed only Nette. She was laughing like crazy. Ha. & our faces were like -.- due to.. tiredness. :D Did Literature in the morning.. Miss Ng came into SS. Go through SS paper. Super boring please! I just plain copied everything down. :\ Mrs Soon came & go through English vocab worksheet with us. 1 wrong = 20 times correction. Omg I've got more than 10 okay. >:( But was fun la. Like doing penmanship(spell?). Hehehe. [: Helped Sassy too! Then we had recess. My fried rice & bestaye's eggrice! :D This is perfecto. Qiaos & Mich came up to join us. Had fun! After recess, Mrs Soon came in again & we got our maths worksheet. :] I love Maths, omg. Qiaos & Mich came back after that. Bestaye was pouring water all over Qiaos & all. Haha. Both their backs were wettttt. Ha!.

After school, we went Compass Point for lunch. Went to get paddypadpad for Shyan & off to Mos. :] shyan went off & we ate there. Stupid Kelvin, damn annoying la. Hahah funny idiot. Hm, after eating, went to the library to return Sharing Sam. Walked around looking for baby's ______. But don't have so I gave up looking for it. Went home after that! (:

Ha, just watched teevee with mom. Stupid Taiwan shows. Fucking funny sia. Mom was telling me some stupid jokes & I told her those that Nette told us this morning. Did Maths while watching teevee. :] Two maths paper 1 within an hour! :D So proud of myself. I forgot to mention in yesterday's post that Miss Sek came back. Miss Yeo came in & ask the class if we did our work. We all said we did & she said, there's a surprise for us & Miss Sek hiding behind the walls, TADAH! Appeared. :D I missed her so so so so much though she used to scold so frikkin' much & I hate it whenever she clapssss to get the class's attention. She looked weird though, lol. I guess she kinda changed a little.? I guess so. Hm she came in & the class was supa quiet. Hahah, so she went off & asked us to talk to her later in the staff room. (: Well, afterall she's one teacher that will always live in my heart. I find it weird saying that but I learnt quite a lot from her. & I miss her nonsense, during CME especially!! :]

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta let you go
-Ashley Parker Angel's Let You Go

A fucking nice alternative rock song, geez!
Thanks besttttt. :)

My bestaye is also a potential ahlian like baby & I but she's a even better one.

I sent:
Haha okay thanks best! :) eUux sho cool sia. see you tmr at school!
Bestaye replied this:
haha, alright bestaye. ii lurbb euux too worx! see you tmr sexy. :)

I will love you still bestaye, no matter how ahlian you become.!


Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.
- Paramore's Brighter


Baby's doing her tutorial. :( & again, she's falling ill. Sigh.
On a lighter note, TGIF! :D Phew! Going back to The Next Stage tmr. Meeting Qiaosy there @ 730. Mom & dad are coming, Qiaos's mom too! I pray that mummy would gladly sign the registration form.! :\ Damn excited. I really wanna be in this shit, it's so damn fun. Okay it sounds fun. :D

I'm going off to readddddd. :) Hehehe I love to read. Jasmit asked me today, why I always bring books to school read. Hahaha, I guess reading novels has become a love. :]



2 more fucking days to 20th [:[:[: !!
Shit & the excitement isn't dying yet. :D



I love you.


(you remind me of a song I used to love./)
<3.

5:40 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything alright
- Mandy Moore's Cry

Fuck the world, fuck everything else.
I'm such a fucking asswipe failure.
I do not belong here, do I?

Flucked everything except English. Gorgeously done, bitch. How am I ever gonna tell mom & dad? Ugh. I'm so pissed with myself now. It's not the time to regret & cry over it. >=
It's 730 now & mom & dad are still not home. Dinner is ready but no one's going over to the dinner table. I'll probably grab a bowl & back into the study, in front of the computer screen. I'm waitng for Mainey to come online. I'm looking for someone to talk to, let my dejected heart out. I don't know what's wrong with me. I realised school & friends are still ever so competitive. I'm so tired of hearing all these words that are said without a meaning. Sigh, I guess I was thinking a little too much. I'm feeling sleepy, as usual. I'll probably eat dinner, do lit & sleep. Sigh

School was boring, as usual. But thank God Sass & Yj was there to keep me entertained, at times. That two lovebirds are so funny. Sweetalk sure do need pearls :) Did Maths & English. Brought my crossword puzzle book to school & did quite a lot. Shangari, Bestaye & Yj did too, haha. Stayed in the whole day, did work, checked papers & all.

Went straight home after school. Blast the mp3, thoughts keep running in my mind. Sigh. Got home. Maid didn't cook fried rice, she fried Gyoza & chicken patty for me. No appettite either. Sat down, did some work & used the comp for awhile. Baby texted me @ 315 & I went down to meet her. Went to the library, returned my books. I don't like the books la, ha. Sharing Sam is with Bestaye or Shyan. The both of them really love that book. It's really nice luh. It's about two best friends liking the same guy. Best friend 2 has got some illness & is gonna die, so best friend 1 let best friend 2 have the guy 'cos she wants her to be happy on her last days. So yeap, really touching story, I heard. Borrowed Honey. Baby. Sweetheart. & Grace Happens, two novels. Then went down to Guardian 'cos baby wanted to get ______. But we couldn't find it anywhere so went up to Watson's then back down to Cold Storage. Couldn't find. To the forth, baby & I had a tinywiny dispute. I left without saying, into my piano class. When I came out, baby apologised :) I asked her where did she go while I was in there & she said this, "I went to look for ______ but don't have. So I want to look for a I'm Sorry card but sadly, all don't have. I went to look for roses, but all fake one. Nabei." <- She's still as unrefined, I've told her a lot of times. -.- But anyhows, she was sweet & definitely sincere in her apology. Though she can't find the card & roses. Sat at the quiet corner & hugged a lot. Baby, thanks for everything. Thank God I still got you. Kisses. Ha, just went we were about to leave & baby wanted to carry me, Leisha, Kelly, Anne, Wenfeng & Gina walked pass. Omg they thought that we did scandalous stuff, but no. Ha, silly beanies! So walked baby to the train station exit & went home. Sugar, thanks again. I don't know what's gonna happen if I was to be without you. We'll work hard together okie? Huggies.

Just had dinner. Mainey called me up last night & we talked for awhile. Gonna talk again later on. [: Godma's at my place now with some guy. I don't know what is it for, but acks. Can't be bothered. I'm doing my English, gonna do a little of Literature later. And baby's waiting for me to finish blogging. Silly thing. [:

English worksheet needs the dictionary, so annoying.
RAH but I promised baby I would study hard. >:(
We already got things planned! Which is good, I thought. Baby offered to teach Qiaos, Mich & Sassy too. (: We'll study triple harder than before.


3 more days to 20th [:[:[: !!
15 more days to 1st :]:]:] !!
Happywappy.

I love you.




(break it off boy, you got me feelin' naughty./)
<3.

6:37 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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7:42 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Girl I've been waiting
For so long for you
Girl I think I'm ready to get
To the bottom of the truth
I'd seen you peppin at me way before
Way before me and my lady
Had to call it off, oh
I didn't wanna say a word
To you, no no
Wanted to make sure that everything
Was cool and not in the low, oh
Cuz I'm not the type of guy
To cheat on my girl, no i ain't
But the shit was 'bout to hit the fan
Should of known that long ago so

Take my hand
Let's get to know each other better
Let's begin
Somethin good, something good
That we could treasure

I wanna know...I wanna know
If you really wanna be with me
I wanna know
If you really got it bad for me
I wanna know if you're willing to give
everything...oh
I wanna know if you're down for
anything...yeah...

Cuz I'm the type of man
That's down for his girl
Drama free...that's guaranteed
And I give you my word...
I'll give you all I have
Everything you want and more
Every little bit
That I can take from my soul yeah

I'm just a simple man
That wants to be heard yeah...
Take it from my broken heart
And a lesson that's learned
So I just need to know
How serious you are...yeah...
Tell me if you really want to go far...

I really wanna know babe
If you're down wit me
I'm willing to give you everything
And all you need...with you by my side
We can conquer the world..you know
If you need me, just let me know

I just wanna know
I wanna know
Oh...whoah
I wanna know
Tell me baby cuz I need to know
If you're really down...
Baby...whoah...baby
Oh...oh...oh...oh...yeah
I really wanna know
I wanna know
I wanna know...yeah...whoah
- Frankie J's Wanna Know. (:

School was fucking boring, as usual. But thank God for Sassy being at school, it wasn't that bad.Retardation mood: On. :D We took a lot of pictures. Effin' retarded. Hahah making a fool outta ourselves. I miss hanging out with that girl though. We've been retarding the whole day, I swear. It's nice being with her though she can get a little crazier sometimes. (: All we did in class was slack, laugh, play, read, camwhore, eat blackcurrant Hacks(Yj provided us with it!)! :D So fun so fun.! Sass & I took turns to edit the photos with Yj's phone. Uber nice, I like N80!

Art was h0rRiibLeX. We thought Miss Teh wouldn't come in but acks, we're all wrong. She came in with a I'm-damn-unhappy-and-I'll-blow-anytime look. She wanna finalise our coursework before we get down to do our paintings & sculpture. Everyone was scared la! Haha, SarahF went first then Bestaye, Shangari & Sass. Uber scary. I know if I ever go there, she'd definitely blowwwwwwww. Then Miss Rai came. Checked our bio paper. Motherfucker, I only got 38/100. Goodbye to combined sciences. Chemistry will never easy & help me. Hoho, whatever, I can't change it anyway. Hm so Miss Teh wanted to see us after school. Persis, Yannee, Sharon, SJ, Qiaos & I went to find her. Told her that she'll see us all tmr & she said okay. She's frikkin' busy la ok. Whoo!

Random Fact!
I love Wanna Ride from Take The Lead OST. (: Weets!

So after that took a bus down to Compass with Mich & Qiaos. Went to Mos & Sass called. Yj got 20buckeroos voucher for Swensen's so I went down for the treat! Ate baked rice, the two lovey ate fish&ships(this is point where everyone goes AWWWWWW.!). Ha, they were competing see who will finish first. Yj's the one to suggested it but she's the one who lost. Haha. Qiaos & Mich came. Talked, crap a lot. Yj was playing with the food & saltttt. Qiaos & Mich were practising for Os Chinese by speaking chinese. Mich was like, 'I think after this, we'll be able to communicate with Angeline very well.' &&& she said, 'I'll forget how to use my English, use Chinese too much.' ROFLLLLLLLLL. We(or rather I was) were laughing so bad! Hahaha. So after that, we went to the library to return my books & borrowed new ones! 'Sharing Sam', 'Loves Me, Loves Me Not', 'The Orpheus Obsession'! Returned 'Alice' & 'Girls Dinner Club' is with Bestayeeee (: She's so crazy over that book now. Hahaha, frikkin' nice I swear!! It's a must readddd. :) After that, Sass &amp; Yj went off. Down to the ATM, got money & went to cut my hair @ QB. Retarded, I know. Laugh, go ahead & laugh. I was far too lazy to move else where to cut. Actually I wanted to go Hougang to cut. :( Or Fareast!! Let Godma cutcutcut ma hairrrr. :) It's a rare chance where mummy let me cut my hair wherever I like! Tsk, nevermind. Hm it turned out allright, according to Qiaos. =\ I was so scared ok, the auntie look so unprofessional. :(:(:( After the haircut, went City Chain to make my watch. Walked Qiaos down to ther bus stop & went home!! :)


Baby finishes school at 7pm today. :( Sighs.
Sweetheart, I love you!
Kisses! (:


5 more fucking days!!!!!
20th [:[:[: <3<3<3




Bestfriends, I love y'all. (:
<3.

4:42 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Firstly, Happy Mother's Day! That goes all to all the mummies in the world. <3

Then.. Read this.
"Butches, another epitome of social decandence. They should not be classified as homos, but rather, an abnormal group of ignorant and immature females. Why? Because they dress up as guys(spiked hair, pants wearing, basketball playing), and they love girls of whom love them back in return. Basically, they just want to be like guys to protect their partner. This my friends, is known under freud's theory of PENIS ENVY. This is another supposed phase of a female's life that dies out at an early age, but the fact that it has persisted, indicates that a butch's mind refuses to let go of it, thus derrives to utter childishness. Likewise, their partners seem to be able to relate to the female physic of a butch, but are drawn in by the masculine aspect of her. Therefore, this disproves that they are homos. And my solution is that either one should grow a dick, if she is unable to outgrow this phase of childish thinking."

So I got this from Jovene's blog & I guess she got it from some forum sites.
Whatever it is, that guy's fucken annoying. WHAT PENIS ENVY! It's not like he's damn matured in thinking. If he's matured, then he wouldn't be commenting. He would just lead his fucken own life & let us lead ours. !##%$$^*&(%!#@$!#@%&^*^% How annoying. He doesn't have brains to think & I guess he uses his dick to think. Ugh butches are definitely better than guys. Cos some guys just fuck around & hurt innocent girls. !@#$%^&*() Right baby? Right Jovene? Right? RIGHT!?!?!!?

>:@ pissed.

Just came back from aunt's place. (: Cherilyn isn't there though, Grandma too. They went Genting for short holiday. How fun. I wished I was the one accompanying Grandma instead. :( Sigh. Ooooohwell, Jermaine's still as cute as ever. I love her so fucken much. She's so entertaining even though she can get a little naughty sometimes.


How adorable!
eheheh [:

Took that two weeks ago, I guess? I can't remember. Editted it the other day. Can't remember when either. (:

Tell me there's no school tmr. Tell me there's no lessons tmr. Tell me I don't have to face Miss Teh tmr & on Tuesday. Tell me there's no school on Tuesday. Tell me it's an even week. Tell me baby's got five hours of break tmr. Tell me I'll be able to see her tmr. :(

So I'll watch the matches, turn to ashes
I'll watch the matches, turn to ashes.

You know what? Qiaos & Mich will be having O level Chinese Program tmr & I'll be fucken alone. Cheebye nabei hongkan(Thousand apologies, I'm fucken pissed). RAH #@%%&()%%#!@!@$%#@^$#^#^^ Baby tell me why are you in SP & not SJC? CRIES >:'( TELL ME YOU'LL BE HAVING LESSONS WITH 4C TMR.! That is so impossible. How can SP move all the way here. Ha & lessons with 4C.

I don't wanna be alone.
I hate to be alone.
Qiaos, don't take Os chinese laaaaaaa. :(

Mum & Dad are going out to fecth Allan, Nat, Pearlyn & Rhys from the Airport! They're coming back from Indo. They went to visit Valerie! Hehehhe, I wonder what they bought back for usssss. (:

AHHHHHHHH! THE CHINESE O LVEL PROGRAM GOES ON FOR TWO FUCKEN WEEKS! WHICH MEANS I'LL BE ALONE FOR TWO EFFIN' WEEKS :( Wahlau. :( HAISX!!!

Right, face it Glynis. It's time to learn to be independent!
CRIES >:'(

And the class would be quieter than before. 'Cos Tricia & Xiuwen wouldn't be around in class. :( Which means no one would help to defend the class when teachers wanna punish us. :(:(:(

I'm waiting for baby to reply me.
I'm fArkiiNg sAdDx n0w ndd shhe n0rTx heRes.
bAobEiix wHiiE iiEu n0rTx hErEx.
ii Sh0 sAdDx wiiD0uT iiEuux.
Fucking gay huh? (:



6 more frikkin' days to 20th [:[:[:
I'm fucking excited, are you baby are you?!?!?



FUCKSHIT.
<3.

7:53 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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How come I never hear you say
"I just wanna be with you"
Guess you never felt that way.

50Cent's Bestfriend's on the track. :) Happiest Sunday. Ay no, this can't be compared to the first Sunday of 2006, 1st of Jan. (: Second happiest Sunday of the year. Baby woke up earlier than I did(right Glynis, since when you woke up earlier than she did other than yesterday? & she slept later 'cos she was uber tired from work.) & since her parents were out for lunch, which means she was home alone, she called me. :) She haven't done this in awhile, FYI. Or rather, she has never done that before. She called to wake me up, knowing that I'm still asleep & that since she called, I won't let her hang up so fast. (: Thanks hons, you made me smile early this morning. Ha, we talked & she made me laughed nuts with my eyes closed. 6 days a week, 6 times a day ay baby? Hahaha, talked for half an hour & she went to do her stuff while I go wash up. She asked me to wait for her call.( I knew she wouldn't call, for sure. HAHA) So I showered & went online while I wait for her. That asshole haven't call until now. We hung up around 11plus, FYI.

Idiot. We're both fucking biased.. but we like. Hahaha. Favourite line siaaaaaallllllllllllllllll. Sial has become baby's favourite word, geez. And now she got me addicted to it somehow. Damn mud la she. She was having bad cramps from last night till now. :( OHOHOH &&&&, baby asked me to meet her on Wednesday! Haha so cute la she. She was in pain & she asked like some little boy. Weets. Outta 10 times I ask her out, 9 times I threw my pride away. YOU SEE LA YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH! I don't care lor, you're gonna make it up during the hols. Your three weeks of holidays are mine, I SAID MINE!!! Ok I'm being so demanding.

I want nice new songs. I love Pussycat Dolls! Geez, their songs are good! Oh! I wanna watch movie. I wanna watch DVDs! Heartwenching ones would be great. Funny ones would be perfect! How about all in one? That would be terrrrrrrific! So idiot. Like Jane from Girls Dinner Club, right Jasmine?! Hahah. Wicked book!


This is such a random post!
I'm off to Aunt's place for more DVDs!


6 more days to 20th!!!!!!
Exciteddddd.




I love you babyboy [:
<3.

12:32 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Sometimes I feel as though home is a place to sleep & have shelter for. I'm getting so sick & tired of quarrelling with them over the same issue. They'd always threaten me; terminate my cellphone, the house phone, lock up the computer switch. Yeh go ahead & take everything away from me. & then slowly you'll see me lesser & lesser in this pathetic home. I'm always trying, but each time I try, you'd simply spoil it. Forget it allright, I guess I've done enough. Enough said, stop repeating the same thing. You're always in the right while I'm always in the wrong.Well, since when was I right? If I have the ability to feed myself, provide for myself, I wouldn't be here anymore. And look at the way we end the whole thing. I'll cry & sob so hard while you & dad keep pointing out everything that you hate about me, keep telling me that I've to change.

Mom, I've tried. Have you? Break that stalk of carnation I bought for you yesterday & dump it into the trash bin. It mean nothing at all.
Happy Mother's Day.
So I guess this year's Mother's Day has got no difference from the past years. Forget it. I hate to try so hard & get nothing in the end.

***
I'm feeling emo once again. Sad songs are playing & I don't wanna cry anymore. I guess I had enough. And since they can take my nonsense no more, fine. And as dad said, I supposed I can't talk to baby tonight. He wanna keep the phone. Fucken irritating. It's pissing the shit outta me. I hate everything, gosh! I'm finishing up the packet of Blackcurrant Hacks I bought the other day @ Hougang Mall together with baby's Sunflower Seeds. I'm so pissed. I wanna watch Lword. I demand for the OC's dvd.

So fucking fucked up.
I'm in a fucking foul mood.

I've sat in from of the comp since I was awake. Which is 12.30pm & which means I've spent.. 9 hours & 15 minutes online. Ugh whatever. That's a random fact. Nique is back, by the way. But she's going MIA on MSN again. Total bitch, I swear. I need to go to the library again. I need to get new books before I bore myself to death at home. Anyhoos, I made two skins up in Blogskins today. I'm starting to let loose. I didn't wanna let anyone know that I make skins in Blogskins 'cos I find it effin' fugly. Even my own gf find that ELLISE girl, who's user is.. imperfections*. She changed her user already, I heard. But whatever. I was saying that my layouts are so fugly that my own gf doesn't use them, yeh it's true. I doubt she even view them.

There're like insects flying around the room. Damn! It's coming from the fucken window, which happens to be right beside me. Yuck & I feel so fucken itchy.

Feelings fading? I hope not. :(
You're still the one..

Cheryl, you have me okay?! (:
Nique, you too. :)


7 days to 20th [:[:[:
Exactly a week!! (:
I can't waitttttttt. :D





Stuck in the shadows of my mistakes.
<3.

7:49 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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9:38 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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If you walk away, I'll love you from behind

Steph is so gonna get me addicted to the teevee, which is pretty bad but she said..

Steph ♥ says:
hahahahhaa! IT'S OKAY! tv is good for growing kids
Steph ♥ says:
THATS WHY THEY INVENTED THE TV!
Steph ♥ says:
hahah

Which I find it true. (:

So right now, I wanna watch..
1) Lword! Which is coming soon. I'm gonna get it from Steph. :D
2) One Tree Hill! I watched that before, I love the show.
3) OC! Steph said it was heartwenching. Aw!
4) Lisa Loeb : Number 1 Single? Yeh I think so.

Anyone willing to lend? (:

I'm off to read my sexy book, Girls Dinner Club! :D
Yay!

I love my baby.
Heheheh. Sending her to work, yay!

Till then. (:


10:34 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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Another quickie update, I need some sleep.

I'm fucking moody today due to.. I don't know.

So school was ever so boring that I almost died. But thank God I bought my storybook with me. Hehehe. :] It's Girls Dinner Club! Uber nice book. Bestaye likes it too! Phototaking was uber fun though, NOT. Don't wanna talk about, I don't wanna mention it to anyone else except baby. RAH I'm so gonna rant it all out. Fucking cheebye. I learn that from baby -points @ baby.

I was so fucking tired. I slept @ two in the morning last night. Hahah baby & I were on the phone. Fucking sleepy now. I guess insufficient sleep was the cause of my moodiness. :( I was reading the book all the time, was totally oblivious. Hee. got back English paper & I got 54.3/100! Motherfucking bad sia. It's a 5 point thing can. I'm dead. I better start reading dictionaries instead of novels.! I hate the security guards @ our school. Fuck that potato. Ugh I hate her. Nabei.

Walked back home with Sass & Yj 'cos they were walking to Compass Point. No cabs at all :( I came home @ 245 'cos I knew no one would be home so I can scream as loud as I like. :D Came home without lunch. I wanted to order Mac's but I'm motherfucking broke. Fuck sia, cooked instant noodles & it tasted fucking blend! Omg baby at that very moment, I wished you were there to make something for me to eat, even if it's vegetarian food. SEE HOW FUCKING HUNGRY I AM. >:(

I wanted to edit our photo but when I was about to edit the second one, mom's keys were in the slot, opening the door already. >:( I guess I'll only be able to do it like tomorrow morning or something. Yawns, I need sleep.



I only did that, haha. Baby I hope you like it. <3

PUMA = Pump Up My Ass! :D
I got that from Qiaos & she got that from ValTan!

& in 15 mins, I managed to edit my photos.! Hahah.



Amazing huh?
Fuck baby didn't text me. :(
It's okay, she's studying, I HOPE,
& not sleeping in lectures.
Roflol/

Dinner with Family & Godma tonight!
I've got piano @ 630 to replace for yesterday's lesson.
Whee.
I'll go catch a few winks now. (:

I think hor, this entry hor, very crude leh. Profanities used leh. How? Baby later sure scream @ me one lor. But nevermind, the whole of Tuesday & Wednesday, all that came out of her mouth was ...NABEI you know ah... *kena whacked* okay okay!! sorry! *pulls baby's ears* STILL NABEI NOT!?

I'm out!
Till then.

5:44 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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I'm one to watch & you're one to say "I never really cared"

9:14 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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